The Beggar is a Small Man
By: David
F. Reagan
My recent trip to northern China
left me with many strong memories. One vision that stands out is
of the beggar in front of St. Sophia Church in Harbin. The Eastern
Orthodox sanctuary acts as a drawing card for visitors to the city.
The beautiful bulb-shaped domes tell of an earlier time of Russian
dominion. The church operates a small museum for the curious. In
front of the church is a large plaza where vendors sell refreshments
and people talk and laugh. Two or three steps off the plaza take
you to a wide sidewalk that faces a major downtown street in Harbin.
That is where I left the beggar.
The beggar was a small man; made
smaller by the fact that his legs were only stumps. Then, as
if to emphasize his lack of stature, he sat on a small wooden
platform with wheels. It reminded me of one my father used to
roll up under a car when he was working on it. The man, with
his worn face and pleading voice, moved around by pushing his
hands against the ground as if he were rowing a boat. I remember
wanting to get away from him. I escaped by going up the steps
to the plaza. I escaped. But he is still with me.
China astounds the mind:
its history, its geography, its people, its energy; they
stimulate each of the five senses and challenge the understanding.
The Chinese want more than anything else to return to what
they see as their proper place in the world. They have felt
the heel of the boot too long. Yet, despite its amazing growth
and development, the country displays much poverty. And,
whether in the ancient neighborhoods of Beijing (called hutong)
or in the countryside villages, it presents a stark reality
to western eyes.
But throughout much of
the world, poverty survives as the norm and not the exception.
Why are they poor and we are not? It is not the lack
of a work ethic. If anything, they put us to shame by
their industry. And the ingenious ways in which they
survive testify to their intelligence. Perhaps it is
culture, corruption, government, heritage, or lack of
opportunity. But it makes me think. Why them and not
me? Some say our wealth comes from our Christian heritage.
But Japan shares the wealth of the western world without
sharing her God. The answers do not come easy.
Jesus told us that
we have the poor with us always. But why are they
here? Certainly, they give us an opportunity to minister.
But there must be more. What are we to learn from
them? David, though king of Israel, testified that
he was “poor and needy” (Psalm 40:17). God promised
to look to him “that is poor and of a contrite spirit,
and trembleth at my word” (Isaiah 66:2). The first
beatitude is reserved for those who are “poor in
spirit” (Matthew 5:3). What can I learn from the
poor? How am I to be poor?
This takes
me back to the beggar in Harbin. Please consider
him. He is small of stature. If I would please
God, I must be small in my own eyes. He cannot
walk where he would please. I am helpless
to live the holy life my God demands or to
accomplish anything of lasting value on my
own. The beggar depends on the generosity
of others for his very existence. I must
rely entirely upon the grace of God for my
spiritual life and well-being.
We
want to feel good about ourselves.
God wants to find us poor and needy.
We seek our own importance. He seeks
those who deny themselves. We desire
the comforts and pleasures of this
world. God desires to have us wholly
and without reservation.
Am
I willing to become poor
for the sake of my Saviour?
Would I become the beggar
on the sidewalk in order
to please God? This is exactly
what Christ did for me. Paul
told us that, “though he
was rich, yet for your sakes
he became poor, that ye through
his poverty might be rich”
(2Corinthians 8:9). He left
all the riches of heaven
so that He could be born
as a babe in a manger and
give His life a ransom for
all. Lord, You became poor
for me. Help me, that I may
become poor for Thee.
(quotes
from the King James
Bible)
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