The Lord asked you to love Him with your mind and it will be impossible to do so if your mind wanders and is doubtful.
consider the One who loved you so much that He gave Himself for you. He deserves your love. Give it to Him and give it to Him undivided.
These things describe a middle of the road believer: steps of a good man, delight of a good man, and fall of a good man.
If tomorrow never made its presence known to you, what would you leave undone?
If the Lord can deliver the men from Gadara, then your circumstances are not a problem for Him.
