The Lord asked you to love Him with your mind and it will be impossible to do so if your mind wanders and is doubtful.
Are you serving the Lord? If so, check your motive. Make sure your desire is to please the Lord and not men.
The distance between man and God is great. This is partly based on the greatness of God, but the distance is magnified even more by the lowliness of man.
consider the One who loved you so much that He gave Himself for you. He deserves your love. Give it to Him and give it to Him undivided.
If tomorrow never made its presence known to you, what would you leave undone?
If the Lord can deliver the men from Gadara, then your circumstances are not a problem for Him.
